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DCM4:
I'm not sure what another man says can really influence a man's battle with nicotine but I'm obliged to tell my story. 

I smoked from age 13 to 32.  Like Eric, cigarettes were easy to get in those days.  I had a little taste of money from working odd jobs and a bicycle, and had cigs on hand all time.  By the time I was 15 I was working full time nights and weekends and up to a pack a day.  I quit when my dotter was born.  Watching, literally, my dad die of cancer when I was 21, he was 57, forced my hand.  I knew if I smoked, I might as well put one in her mouth too.

So I taken up dipping Copenhagen.  Well I got me a city job, office building and white starched shirts and all that, and I think spitting and spit cups are generally as nasty as a dirty ashtray, and you know them suit and tie types frown on that stuff anyway, so I just swallered that tobacca juice.  13 years of that, a can lasted me nearly a week but I pretty much had a dip most of the time, and you'd be hard pressed to know it by looking at me. 

Well I was diagnosed with colon cancer at age 46, and I been up the crick and over the mountain with it the last 2 1/2 years.  They say there's no tests to show correlation, but that's a bunch of crap imho.  I swallered all that tar, I know know where it wound up, and then sat there doing it's nasty work 24/7.

Doctors won't say, can't say, how long I got to live othern he said I get to go fishing next June, when I asked him last Friday.  My chest lights up like a Christmas tree on the PET scans.  That's where colon cancer usually goes when it sets out for greener pastures.  Started back on chemo on Monday.  Honestly, I'll be happy if I see my kid graduate high school.

If you got a nicotine habit, and folks who care about you and or rely upon you, I hope my little saga makes the difference in your life.  Because the reaper's got your name on his list, and it's not a matter of whether, only when.  Trust me, unless you are a lot different than most, you are putting a debt on account you will not want to pay up when the time comes.

RG:
PM sent Wade

Pappy:
So sorry to hear that David, :( You will be in my thoughts and payers. :)
    Pappy

n2everythg:
wow david. Man. dont know what to say. sorry man. Here's to pulling and prayin for you to get to graduation....
Ya your story helped me... a lot more than you prob know.

Kinda hits home tho for me. I (and I think most everyone) get so caught up in our own life's drama's and our own problems that I dont remember that there is always someone out there that has it worse.

I been thinking on that a lot lately. That I have been too self centered. Too damn whiny....

Here's to pullin for you, praying for you... and not whining about myself. (raises toast) Hope you have a killer fishin trip.

16 days for me tho. I got this one licked. no probs.... now I just gotta kick this nickorette habbit. Ha!.
wade 

mullet:
  I'm real sorry to hear that also, David. And like Wade, here's a toast to an awsome fishing trip next year.

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