I know what you mean JW , if I lost my bees I'd have to get more .
On warm weekends I will set out by my hives and watch them work , neet how many different colors of pollin they bring in ( I'm getting yellow ERC and an orange from the elms ), they've been working hard lately with the warm weather but no flowers yet .
I started with a couple of hives that were swarms and then bought some from a guy when he went out of business , tried some new queens one time and then the die offs hit , lost almost all of my hives and stayed with the ones that survived , also found some isolated colonies in an old building that was being torn down and a couple from a wood cutter that cut some hollow trees with bees in them .
I stick with my bees and do not treat them in any way , chemical free , I split my hives when they try to swarm and save a few queens from my hives to replace old queens when needed .
My bees have their days , most of the time they are gentle but sometimes they can be testy .