Bows that blow up can hurt.  Also, in the scheme of things, wood is cheap.  I wasted time on crappy, in hindsight, boards. Kiln  Dried out too far oak, weak in grain hickory, b.s. maple board, etc...My second bow ever, bendy handle from a Ft Worth lumber yard, took set, but is going after8 years.  Must be great grain!  My suggestion is keep building, get great boards, and you'll be much better off.